Let me start off with a
My world has become chaotic; my worries, my fears have become overwhelming to the point I feel as though there will never be light in my darkness again. Even though I know this is a bit, if not mostly irrational, but it does not mean I can stop myself from feeling this way.
Lately my thoughts have been what can I do to let go of the extra stress? How can I unburden myself even just a small amount? My answer: I must get back into my writing. Then I came up with the idea, why don't I set up a challenge for myself?
Everyday I will write something, most likely how I am feeling, what I am thinking that morning and snap a quick picture of myself as well for 1 year (at least I will try to stay on track for that long). The purpose: to document for myself that I can overcome my struggle, and that in time this too shall pass.
I will call it "Rough Drafts & Raw Photographs", I will post my writing exactly how I wrote it most likely without much editing or revisions unlike I normally would before I post them. My photos will be the "rawest" anyone has seen of me well because it will show how I really am every morning. I will not be wearing my best clothes, or have my best face either. This is the real me, my real feelings everyday.
The likelihood of the world seeing this, or understanding what I am doing is slim, but I am doing this for me. This will become my outlet; this blog will become the voice I do not have.
Wishing for a better tomorrow,
Mama Snow

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